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I have been so deeply depressed this week that I have now become physically ill.
Death looks more appealing every day.
Death looks more appealing every day.
On disappointment
It has come to my attention that there are people out there who are concerned that I may get angry if they make Cammy fanart that shows her losing, especially if said fanart is of a sexual nature. No, I won't. I won't care. I don't care what art other people make and if I don't like it I just won't look at it. And if I really don't like it, I can just block it. I'll block the thumbnail, not the artist themselves. Adblock lets you do that. Is there something you don't want to look at? Do you have Adblock? Right click on the thumbnail, select "block element". That's it. I will block people posting the scene where Viper tortures her, though. It's like that fucking thing chases me. To this day people are still posting that stupid anime on Youtube. I've recently started sharing my art on Facebook again. One day I think to myself "let's see if there's any more Cammy stuff here". So I type "Cammy" on the search bar and I scroll down. And what's the third thing that appears? Go on, take a
Core membership
Some kind anonymous soul just gave me a core membership. I want to say thank you. I also have no idea what to do with it. I don't want to seem ungrateful. Thing is, I actually hate DA. I'm the sort of person who can hold a grudge for decades, and I have a grudge against this place, for reasons I'm not going to go into now. I swore I'd never give another red cent of my money to DA years ago, so it's highly unlikely I'll renew this core membership I have now. The only reasons I didn't just leave ten years ago are that I run the Cammy fans group here and I didn't want to abandon it, and at the time I didn't want to lose touch with the friends I'd made here, whom I ended up losing touch with anyway because I've become a very solitary person in general since. I suppose I might as well see what I can do with this membership while it lasts.
1001 Nights: DD One-Shots
I love RPG games. I have talked about it before. Both tabletop and computer RPGs. I don't even play fighting games anymore. The last fighting game I played was Ultra Street Fighter 4. I don't like JRPGs as much, I prefer American and European RPGs where you get to customize your own character. I'm sure I don't have to tell you who I always make my character. As for tabletop RPGs, I have been playing since I was 11. I've currently managed to find one player who has the personal policy of not doing sidequests and just charges blindly on through any adventure I throw at him. It's a miracle he's survived so far. I tend to back smaller RPG projects on Kickstarter, usually ones that cost a couple of dollars. Sometimes I will back something a little more expensive. For instance, I recently backed this: 1001 Nights: D&D One-Shots by Bradley Horton — Kickstarter And one of the backer rewards for this project is that you get to customize your own quest. I'm certain you know where this is
Coloring
After much trouble I finally managed to finish my Cammy/Juni Valentine's pic, almost a month late. Having been sick for two weeks three weeks ago really threw me off. I think the color looks good, but I also think it could look better. Lack of practice has set me back some. I have been coloring using Mikey Megamega simple soft shading variant, but I think I may experiment with Marc Brunet's cel shading variant and I also want to experiment with using Krita's Layer Styles options. Another distraction I've had recently is that I'm running a TTRPG campaign again after almost five years. This is something I've really wanted to do. I'm also using paper minis, and assembling them has taken me a bit of time. I only have one player and to be honest I don't think the campaign is going all that well. Today's game day, in fact. And judging by how he's been playing, it's entirely possible my one player might get himself and his NPC party killed. We'll see. I really need to get back on the art
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I will admit, Death does sound appealing. I remember playing through Discworld II many years ago and it has a song called "That's death" sung by Eric Idle and it describes the positives about being dead. So in that respect it has a lot going for it.
However, in my case I cannot yet fathom the idea of being dead. There are many people in this world who love me, My family for instance. Heck, even my work colleges and the customers I serve seem to appreciate what I do. I hate to think how they would react if I did take my own life. I don't know how you personally feel about me but I'll tell you right now, I would burst into tears of you died. Honest.
But the fact is I have no right to say what you can and cannot do. That said as long as you need it, I'll continue my love and support.
However, in my case I cannot yet fathom the idea of being dead. There are many people in this world who love me, My family for instance. Heck, even my work colleges and the customers I serve seem to appreciate what I do. I hate to think how they would react if I did take my own life. I don't know how you personally feel about me but I'll tell you right now, I would burst into tears of you died. Honest.
But the fact is I have no right to say what you can and cannot do. That said as long as you need it, I'll continue my love and support.