What did I work for here for five years? Just to lose everything in a moment of insanity and stupidity. Nothing more.
What good did it do me to believe in myself? To believe that I could make things work? None.
That, I think, was my biggest mistake. To believe. I will not be making that mistake again.
Oh, and if anyone wants to tell me how good I have it, save it. I'm not interested.
There is no hope. There is no point. There never was. There will never be.